Life Update

I would like to go to college to get away from all the stress my family brings.
But living on my own, had its own set of challenges and dilemmas.
If an article of clothes isn't washed, it will no longer be my mom's fault but my own. I may have to stay up late after studying just to purposly do laundry. When I want something to eat, I won't have a packed fridge and cabinets at my hands. It will be up to me to put on my shoes, and bundle up to walk across campus to the only school food store and or lunch room. It will be all up to me, and how I want to handle it. I partly feel that I will be successful at it though. Just having to worry about me and my work. I don't have a boyfriend so that also will make things easier. 50 schools days left til I graduate high school and then two months before I head off to college. I thought just yesterday I learned how to tie my shoes without the "bunny ears" didn't I just take the training wheels off my bike? But now I am driving a car. I can't imagine how my parents feel, they are the ones that taught me how to walk. They remember me way beyond my earliest memory.
I am ready for college. I am ready for the rest of my life.