Spring

Well it is now the spring of my Senior Years. March, April, May, June..graduation and then the rest of my life. Just four more months, then EVERYTHING changes. Everything I have ever known. For thirteen years I have been doing the same thing. Wake up go to school, after school activities and homework. School has always ended in June and started again in the next grade, come September. But once school ends this June, nothing is clear. Will I be going on to college? Will I travel? Will I get a job? And it is really stressing me out...not knowing what lies ahead. I can't think of any fun times, only stressful nights studying dilligently away at college. But what if I fail at college? What would I do then? Transfer? Get a low paying job because I didn't finish college? And unlike public grade school, college is EXPENSIVE! And I don't want to be wasting my parents's and my own money.
Just four more months
-track
-spring break
-Easter
-my birthday
-Prom
-Finals
-Graduation
-Project Graduation and then what?

Track starts tomorrow and I am really really anxious and nervous and depressed over it. Once I get into the season, track is so much fun but March is killer. March is when we prepare for May championships. "March pain equals May championships." As my track coach always says. And it really also bothers me knowing that this time tomorrow I will be sore, really really sore.
At least the tulips are coming up, and oh yeah I won a prom dress! A free prom dress from a contest I entered. So that is another exciting thing coming up.

Can't wait for the warm weather to come
-Kathleen